3 months

It has now been over 3 months since I went through the worst day of my life!

I have not fully dealth with the chock since that day, have had some smaller depressions, but I know that when my life sort of settles down/ slows down it will come.
I just hope that when that day arrives I have some good friends to pick up the pieces of me.

Dad is finally home from the hospital. Now I just have to get rid of this cold so that I can travel home to see him.

Your worst nightmare

Occasionally you hear on the radio the traffic controller announcing a warning that an ambulance is in a rush from A to B usually two different hospitals or cities. Last thursday I heard that announcement on the radio that there was an emergent ambulance transport in city X between hospital A and B. A couple of minutes later I find out that my dad has just been rushed between Hospital A and B. Inside that ambulance was my dad! He is alive thanks to the guardian angel that watched over him on St Patrics day. If he hadn't been were he were they would not have been able to save him. Thankfully he was in the right city at the right time.

secrets

We have recently found out that my grandmother dies without telling her secret. My dad has always known some of it but not all. After finding out some more I feel if she didn't wanna tell why can't we bury it?!
Mom have more the feeling to dig deeper and to unravel the whole history. I'm not sure I wanna now more than I have learned the last two days....

Parents flower garden

I went on a walkabout with my camera in my parents yard and captured som flowers, here are some...

Mom's closet shopping

Mom's loss

my fortune

The gold of the forest

Meeting up with a friend to head out in the forest to look for mushroms and to excersie the dogs and kids at the same time.

Fingers crossed that we find some now and that its hasn't bin picked clean sine last time....

oh

and I found a wine rack at home to,

now I just need to figure out where to put it

Stairchair

My new favoite piece of furniture.

The staichair.



This means that I finally can se into my top closets and get some order up there.

yes I'm tall but not that tall and these damn closets are deep. wich means I have for the last months mainly thrown stuff in and made sure it doesn't come back out again....

CRAP

You now this awsomme dress that I was gonna get!

Wel turns out my mom already got it for her, So I guess I need to find anotherr maxidress then.....

From home

I told you earlier that I did some awsome finds in my parents house last time I was home.

Here they are:

A chandelier that my ganddad did to my mom when she was in my age. (it has gotten a beating so one candleholder is angled= candlewax runs over and on top of table (that same grandad help build when he was a kid)

cute outdoor candle holders, will look great on my balcony when i can start spending time on it (just need some wooded floor, furniture and a catscreen for door)



teapot and honey pot a friend of mine made in Australia (one poblem my tea siew is to big for it):

On wednesday

Its time to say goodbye for good,
the last goodbye....

On wednesdey its time to pull out the waterproof mascra, black clothes and spend time with relatives and food.

four days in rome

That almost sounds like a titel for a movie, but its the plan to celebrate my mom's 60th birthday.

Yes in the beginniing of may we will be spending four days in rome.

While there what can't I miss??

Rest in Peace

My aunt died in her sleep at 10 am at the hospital today.

Need I say that I'm a wreck. It wasn't any sudden, but as always it hurts and feels surreal.

She got diagnosed with cancer over a year ago and the chemo have bin doing good. Until early januari this year. She started getting worse and got ammonia. Last weekend the doctors were hopeful, but she ever managed to recover fully.

Thank fully she didn't suffer, but died in her sleep with loved ones by her bed.

I'm trying to tell myslef that her pain is over and that she is now in peace.

Basement inventory

Having a mom that used to make all her own clothes is a BIG plus when it comes to vintage bargains. My best bargains have bin in our basement.

Today I managed to find this gorgeous batik bag that she made for grandma years ago.

Well now Its iin my possesion and I havea feeling that I will travel miles with me since it is the perfect bag for work.