Not restless thats not what I am
or yes I am can't sit still can't focus and I finally now why.
Its that couch the furniture. Furniture = a home a place to live that is good BUT also long term I'm prepared to settle down here in sweden work as a teacher !!!
or am I!!!!
thats it I'mpanicing bc I donn't wanna stay here forever wanna move on go back to Australia, bt for that I need money and a good paycheck I need a decent carrer
wich is why I'm staying here right?!
Writing down my panicing thoughts not cooherent at all, but that is how it has started to spiral in my brain. Starting to feel a real good panic attack coming if I don't talk to anybody (n this case you)
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