Saturday, April 8

It doesn't happen

I went to sleep a Friday night and wake up  in the morning all innocent. Check my phone and there are flashes about the attacks in Paris.

I have friends in Paris. They have checked themselves safe on Facebook.

.......

I stand in class and check my work email. The latest read:

Xx with family is safe! Safe from what?!
Check the news and read about the bombings in Brussels. 


.....

Yesterday I read: I'm safe
Then I listen on the radio. 
She was safe, but in the middle of it. My best friend!
It's getting real!

We all new on day, but not today.
Yesterday was today!

Two of my closest friends were close. One in the middle, the other to close to comfort!

What we can do is open our hearts and pray for peace and love.
Hate won't solve it, but openness and acceptance will in the long run.

The world is dark, but only we can bring the light with love.


Wednesday, February 10

Anticipation

Its all new its all nerves and its all the game.

Just sent the text asking what is happening this weekend.

Hoping for a certain reply, but right now its the waiting.



The Dating game I'm all in, but do I want more than just dating with this one?

Wednesday, September 3

Dilemma

Some people struggle of how to get ends to meet. 

I struggle with being able to have a voice in certain aspects of my life. At the moment I'm pushed into a corner and either choice will not be the optimal one for all people involved. It affects me negatively mentally either choice I make, the question is how to get out of this mess that was caused for me by another person?

Saturday, June 14

Todays positive

Ok so I have forgotten som days. Lets do a longer list then.

Thursday
1) have spent an entire day with a great freind with no disturbance like kids or other people
2) Got to cuddle with both kittens and puppies on the same day
3) Got to sleep in

 Friday

4) Lovely after work with colleagues
5) Took the train to work and walked in the sun along the channel
6) Ran into a friend and had time to catch a lunch with her

Saturday
7) Sleept like a teenager
8) A good friend called me and gave som great news
9) relaxed and let my body recover

5 glasses of wine = headache from Hell

The stress that has surrounded me lately with not enough water and early start on the after work.

I got the bill today. The headache was outof this world. We are talking all day in bed with a cool cloth on my forehead.

Wednesday, June 11

Todays positive

1) Learned some new functions in the student platform
2) Talked to a good friend on the phone
3) Did yoga

Compliments

The new Yoga instructor thinks I look fit!

He also praised my in holding the positions.

He is hot, what are the odds that he is also single?

Tuesday, June 10

Today's positive

1) had a killer workout
2) sun was shining
3) accomplished the impossible at work. Got a new teachingroom

Monday, June 9

Today's positive

1) sat in the sun and read a book
2) vacuumed the entire flat
3) bought a birthday gift