There is one thing that I really regret and that is when I 2006 decided to go for the security accepting a job (with paid masters degree) and stay in Sweden instead of moving to Australia.
There were many reasons why I did the choice I did and I still think it was the right on (in some sense), but I'm still looning for Australia and now I really need to make sure I get there within the next couple of years (June 2012?).
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Showing posts with label 30 days. Show all posts
Thursday, December 16
Day -18 My favorite birthday
This is a hard one, which one to choose. NO not all my birthdays have been favorites. I
'll give you a glimpse of the ones I remember.
My birthday is in mid august when school usually start and since 10 years at school wasn't the happiest time of my life my birthdays were usually welcomed with mixed feelings during those years. Birthday = back to school.
Age 11 - Wake up get my usual treasure map and chase around the house for presents and in the lving room there is a brand new bike.
Age 12 - Instead of treasure map I got a basked of yarn that I had to roll up and in the end of each string there was a present. The house looked like some trapping decive.
Age 21 - A three day celebration with all my new friends in Australia.
Age 22 - Was sick, field trip. lost my voice. Had just gotten to know my dear dear friend I. She had decided to suprise me with THE BEST CAKE IN THE WORLD after my field trip. All was set except I was no where to be found (was found in bed with no voice and feeling like crap). But that cake oh my god, I think that is what settled our friends ship, the cake, the surprise and feeling loved when I was low (do I remember correctly that I went out that night with no voice?).
Age 25 - Turning 25 at the same day as the collegeball can it get better? Had loads to do at uni (as usual when you just wanna get pretty) and when I came back from class my dear friends had filled my room with balloons, Barricated my door with birthday banners and inside the mess I found a huge basket of presents from my fellow floor members. Had an awsome night, in a painful pair of shoes that resulting me getting kicked out of the casino several times (not sure why they let me in again and again and again).
'll give you a glimpse of the ones I remember.
My birthday is in mid august when school usually start and since 10 years at school wasn't the happiest time of my life my birthdays were usually welcomed with mixed feelings during those years. Birthday = back to school.
Age 11 - Wake up get my usual treasure map and chase around the house for presents and in the lving room there is a brand new bike.
Age 12 - Instead of treasure map I got a basked of yarn that I had to roll up and in the end of each string there was a present. The house looked like some trapping decive.
Age 21 - A three day celebration with all my new friends in Australia.
Age 22 - Was sick, field trip. lost my voice. Had just gotten to know my dear dear friend I. She had decided to suprise me with THE BEST CAKE IN THE WORLD after my field trip. All was set except I was no where to be found (was found in bed with no voice and feeling like crap). But that cake oh my god, I think that is what settled our friends ship, the cake, the surprise and feeling loved when I was low (do I remember correctly that I went out that night with no voice?).
Age 25 - Turning 25 at the same day as the collegeball can it get better? Had loads to do at uni (as usual when you just wanna get pretty) and when I came back from class my dear friends had filled my room with balloons, Barricated my door with birthday banners and inside the mess I found a huge basket of presents from my fellow floor members. Had an awsome night, in a painful pair of shoes that resulting me getting kicked out of the casino several times (not sure why they let me in again and again and again).
Tuesday, December 14
Day 17 - My favorite memory
This is a hard one. I have so many memories (Yes I'm one of those persons that rarely forget).
It must be when I found out that I had been accepted to uni in Australia. I remember calling my friend she didn't really have time to talk, but was so excited for me that she totallty ignored that. I was just jumping around not nowing what to do. I me was moving to Australia for atleast 3 years to study Marine Biology.
The Marine Biology I never really finsihed (got a minor in it) but the first three years over there were the best of my life!
It must be when I found out that I had been accepted to uni in Australia. I remember calling my friend she didn't really have time to talk, but was so excited for me that she totallty ignored that. I was just jumping around not nowing what to do. I me was moving to Australia for atleast 3 years to study Marine Biology.
The Marine Biology I never really finsihed (got a minor in it) but the first three years over there were the best of my life!
Monday, December 13
Day 16 - My first kiss
My first real kiss was the most unromantical you can ever imagine.
I wasn't inlove with the guy, I was desperate to get kissed and a drunken night on Teniriffe (one of my first real nights out) it happened.
I was sixteen feelling like the only girl in the world that had never been kissed (cliche yhea i know) and meet this 25 year old english man who was really fun and hot. So outside a nightclub (could have been a bar) we sat talking in the flower bed.
There I sat and remember he bends over and kiss me. I was a good kiss and let me tell you he did not put me of kissing (thank god my first kisser was a good one).
I wasn't inlove with the guy, I was desperate to get kissed and a drunken night on Teniriffe (one of my first real nights out) it happened.
I was sixteen feelling like the only girl in the world that had never been kissed (cliche yhea i know) and meet this 25 year old english man who was really fun and hot. So outside a nightclub (could have been a bar) we sat talking in the flower bed.
There I sat and remember he bends over and kiss me. I was a good kiss and let me tell you he did not put me of kissing (thank god my first kisser was a good one).
Day 15 - My dreams (late)
My dreams (in no particular order)
- Move to a tropcial country, preferably Australia working with wild animals kept in captiviy (exactly what you will now in a later post)
- Meet mr Right, get married
- Win the jackpot on the lottery and settle my student debt
- On day be able to afford my dream bag and shoes (designer ofcourse)
- Travel to Galapagos islands, Cambidia and New Zealand before I turn 40
Saturday, December 11
Day 13 - This week (Late)
Saturday- Unpacked and packed up apartment, movie and pizza at friends house, sleep
Sunday- Laundry day, Packed up and cleaned apartment, dinner at friends house, sleep
Monday- Cleaned apartment, stopped by work leaving some stuff, headed to uni for a paper seminar, checked into hotel, pick up key for new apartment (from the hot landlord), had an awsome dinner at hotel then sleep.
Tuesday- Oral presentation (did not do good), last lecture in course, worked on assignment 2, moved into flat, walked to grocery store, talked to dear friend, then sleep.
Wednesday- Worked on assignment two whole day, dinner, sleep
Thursday- Completed tgtu39, CC I seminar 8 oral, handed in Summary 7 CCI, Handed in assignment two, dinner, sleep
Friday- Relaxed, packed up santa collectio, headed to uni to hand in papers and pick up some stuff, Red wine night at friends house, red wine, sleep
Sunday- Laundry day, Packed up and cleaned apartment, dinner at friends house, sleep
Monday- Cleaned apartment, stopped by work leaving some stuff, headed to uni for a paper seminar, checked into hotel, pick up key for new apartment (from the hot landlord), had an awsome dinner at hotel then sleep.
Tuesday- Oral presentation (did not do good), last lecture in course, worked on assignment 2, moved into flat, walked to grocery store, talked to dear friend, then sleep.
Wednesday- Worked on assignment two whole day, dinner, sleep
Thursday- Completed tgtu39, CC I seminar 8 oral, handed in Summary 7 CCI, Handed in assignment two, dinner, sleep
Friday- Relaxed, packed up santa collectio, headed to uni to hand in papers and pick up some stuff, Red wine night at friends house, red wine, sleep
Day 14- Favorite Hairstyle
I know its say daily outfit, but doing an improvisation here and changing the topic (This will happen from now on when I rather let you know something else about me).
This is the now famous Bird-of-paradise-on-crack hairstyle....
From the back
From the side
This is the now famous Bird-of-paradise-on-crack hairstyle....
From the back
From the sideFriday, December 10
Day 12 - Inside my purse/bag (late)
Sorry for the delay, but it took me a while to empty my bag. Since I'm at uni I live out of my Laptop bag, A sticky date bag from Crumpler that I absolutely love!
Inside:
Laptop case belonging to bag- inside my laptop (not on picture)
Food items:
Extras:
Inside:
Laptop case belonging to bag- inside my laptop (not on picture)
Food items:
- Coffe termos from Statoil
- Water bottle
- Knife and fork
- Lunch box
- Bag of nuts
- Netwrok cord- for when wireless is down
- screen cleaners
- portable harddrive
- Bank Id
- Modem for internet (not in pic)
- British powerplug (not sure what its doing here)
- 2 note books, one is full
- Calendar
- Notecards for orals
- Small notepad
- Waterproof overhead
- Coloured pencils
- Filttip coloured pens
- Ink refill (black and blue)
- Tipex roller
- 2 highlighters
- 3 mechanical pencils
- 1 normal pencil
- 1 ruler
- 12 coloured pens
- 4 Blue pens
Extras:
- Passport
- discount vouchers and buisness cards
- fingerless gloves
- reflex
- lipbalm
- lipgloss
- tissues
- troath soothers
- Handcreme
- Tampongs
- Laptop
- Laptop electrical cord
- Internet modem
- Fruit
- Wallet
- Phone
- Housekey
Wednesday, December 8
Day 10- My outfit (late)
Here is a picture of what I wore today. Sorry for the horrible shot but can't find the missing piece to my tripod and there is about 75 cm between the mirror and a drawer in horrible dark light.
top diesel
tights- gina tricot
leg warmers- koola anna
top diesel
tights- gina tricot
leg warmers- koola anna
Tuesday, December 7
Day 11 - My siblings (early)
Ok so I skipped day 10 and will do that tomorrow. I'm sorry but You will not see my daily outfit as a pj top and sweat pants. Will show you my outfit tomorrow instead when I'm decent to show for people.
This will be a boring post since I don't have any biological siblings.
This will be a boring post since I don't have any biological siblings.
Day 09 - My belief (late)
I don't belive in god, but I am protestant. Never go to chrch except during weddings, baptism and funerals.
I do belive in evolution, Big bang, Dinosaurs etc. This is my life and I can easily discuss it with you. Just watch out if I have had to much tequila then I can't promise that I will listen to your arguemnts against evolution....
I do belive in evolution, Big bang, Dinosaurs etc. This is my life and I can easily discuss it with you. Just watch out if I have had to much tequila then I can't promise that I will listen to your arguemnts against evolution....
day 08 - A snapshot (late)
Sorry for the delay.
My sunday. I'll give you two pictures since you have been so patient.
Packing flat
defrosting freezer
My sunday. I'll give you two pictures since you have been so patient.
Packing flat
defrosting freezerSaturday, December 4
Day 07 - My bestfriend
Instead of having to decide who is my best friend. I will tell you about my friends....
There are the friends no matter how long it has been when we talk it feels like yesterday. And as my dear friend I put it "mi casa your casa". These are the friends where you feel at home in their home and are not afraid to tell them if you are hungry, need to borrow something etc. In my world these are your closest friends the ones that you can tell anything to.
Then there are the friends you have known for years but still don't feel at home with. It is not that perfect match but you have fun together and share a common interest.
Then you have the shallow friends where its ok to hang out when there is nothing else to do. Or even worse make plans and always cancell or never set a date..... These are not real friends, but they tend to pop up now and then.
What is intersting with friendship is that with some people ot takes a long time to get close but when you are there its a solid one. Then you have the friends where you get close like that and are inseperatable (yes this can occur at a grown up age to).
What I'm trying to say is that I don't have one best friend I have several. I have two party twins that I always miss ( I guess they would be classified as my best friends). Then I have other friends that I speak to at least once a week and also miss dearly when away.
There are the friends no matter how long it has been when we talk it feels like yesterday. And as my dear friend I put it "mi casa your casa". These are the friends where you feel at home in their home and are not afraid to tell them if you are hungry, need to borrow something etc. In my world these are your closest friends the ones that you can tell anything to.
Then there are the friends you have known for years but still don't feel at home with. It is not that perfect match but you have fun together and share a common interest.
Then you have the shallow friends where its ok to hang out when there is nothing else to do. Or even worse make plans and always cancell or never set a date..... These are not real friends, but they tend to pop up now and then.
What is intersting with friendship is that with some people ot takes a long time to get close but when you are there its a solid one. Then you have the friends where you get close like that and are inseperatable (yes this can occur at a grown up age to).
What I'm trying to say is that I don't have one best friend I have several. I have two party twins that I always miss ( I guess they would be classified as my best friends). Then I have other friends that I speak to at least once a week and also miss dearly when away.
Friday, December 3
Day 06 - My day
07:32 - I wake up in a lovey queen size bed at Scandic West in Linköping
08:00 - Have a phone interview with a girl for her master thesis in education
08:50 - Have a loong shower, wash my hair and enjoy the pleasure of being able to splash water without drowning the bathroom
09:30 - Scandic breakfast
09:50 - check out
10:00 - trying to dig out car from snowpile. Nice guy gives me his extra brush to sweep snow off car
10:15 - 2 hour lecture about phenotypes and Genotypoes
11:30 - long lunch break- reheated pasta, coffe and soft gingerbread cake
01:15 - 1 hour lecture about phenotypic plasticity and starting assignment 2
02:15 - meeting with professor about missed course
03:00 - put gas in car
03:10 - drive form Linköping to Mariestad
18:40 - Arrve in Mariestad after stop at grocery store
19:30 - dinner fries and sauce with a glas (ok a couple of glasses)
20:00 - movie time- Eclipse
21:00 - long phonecall with friend
23:00 bed time
08:00 - Have a phone interview with a girl for her master thesis in education
08:50 - Have a loong shower, wash my hair and enjoy the pleasure of being able to splash water without drowning the bathroom
09:30 - Scandic breakfast
09:50 - check out
10:00 - trying to dig out car from snowpile. Nice guy gives me his extra brush to sweep snow off car
10:15 - 2 hour lecture about phenotypes and Genotypoes
11:30 - long lunch break- reheated pasta, coffe and soft gingerbread cake
01:15 - 1 hour lecture about phenotypic plasticity and starting assignment 2
02:15 - meeting with professor about missed course
03:00 - put gas in car
03:10 - drive form Linköping to Mariestad
18:40 - Arrve in Mariestad after stop at grocery store
19:30 - dinner fries and sauce with a glas (ok a couple of glasses)
20:00 - movie time- Eclipse
21:00 - long phonecall with friend
23:00 bed time
Thursday, December 2
Day 05- What is love?
Am I supposed to answer this?
I know this much about love:
I have never felt true love to another person.
I do know about love to parents, animals and friends. Isn't that the same type? In my world no, but for me to define love to another person.
For me that is when you can't focus when he is around, your world moves at a different speed, the air sparkles from tensions that is build up... Hang on that isn't love. Thats attraction. That I know exactly how it feels and what it is. Thats how my world feel all the time at the moment. All these hot men in this town is quickly driving me insane.
Back to Love what is love?
Its trust, giving your sinner self to someone else, feeling whole when together,,,,,
Oh... I don't know the only thing that I can focusing on at the moment is sexual attraction
I know this much about love:
I have never felt true love to another person.
I do know about love to parents, animals and friends. Isn't that the same type? In my world no, but for me to define love to another person.
For me that is when you can't focus when he is around, your world moves at a different speed, the air sparkles from tensions that is build up... Hang on that isn't love. Thats attraction. That I know exactly how it feels and what it is. Thats how my world feel all the time at the moment. All these hot men in this town is quickly driving me insane.
Back to Love what is love?
Its trust, giving your sinner self to someone else, feeling whole when together,,,,,
Oh... I don't know the only thing that I can focusing on at the moment is sexual attraction
Wednesday, December 1
Day 04- Foodchart
Oh crap why this day, I thought it was outfit. Oh well I better fess up then
Breakfast: 3 nutella sandwishes and a huge cup of coffe
Swedish fika: Coffe and cookie
lucnh ehm dinner: Max green meal with chilli cheese, fries and soda
evening snack: 3 nutella sandwishes
thats all folks healthy and awsome don't you say?
Breakfast: 3 nutella sandwishes and a huge cup of coffe
Swedish fika: Coffe and cookie
lucnh ehm dinner: Max green meal with chilli cheese, fries and soda
evening snack: 3 nutella sandwishes
thats all folks healthy and awsome don't you say?
Tuesday, November 30
Day 03 - My parents
My Parents I love them. They mean alot to me and anyone who has meet me also knows this. They have bin by my side what ever stupid decisions I make.
My dad is not happy about me deciding to go back to uni and has said so, but he still supports me in my decisions that I have done while here. That is how he is. He tells me what he thinks when his temperament flairs and that I just have to live with. Especially since my temperament is as bad as his is and he N E V E R listen. Ok you think thats the problem of all parents they never listen. But considering my complains over it to and that he proves over and over again by asking the same question over and over again (getting surprised over the answer).
My mom she is almost the complete opposite of dad and I guess that is one reason why they complement eachother so well ( I know what I wish I had gotten from each of them). She on the other hand support me to death and listen to everything that I say, sometime a little to well for my liking. She is like me will remeber something I said offhand a long time afterwards.
My dad is not happy about me deciding to go back to uni and has said so, but he still supports me in my decisions that I have done while here. That is how he is. He tells me what he thinks when his temperament flairs and that I just have to live with. Especially since my temperament is as bad as his is and he N E V E R listen. Ok you think thats the problem of all parents they never listen. But considering my complains over it to and that he proves over and over again by asking the same question over and over again (getting surprised over the answer).
My mom she is almost the complete opposite of dad and I guess that is one reason why they complement eachother so well ( I know what I wish I had gotten from each of them). She on the other hand support me to death and listen to everything that I say, sometime a little to well for my liking. She is like me will remeber something I said offhand a long time afterwards.
Monday, November 29
Day 02 - My first love
So the challange for today is to write about my first love. Who/ What was my first love? That is the question I ask myself at the moment.
Ofcourse we have mr P who I loved( was interested in) for years and years and years in school. But he never liked me (as is the story of my life). Why am I supposed to write about him?
Then we have my first pet (that I can remeber) a budgee called Micke he lived for 16 years & I cried when he died.
Mr J was the first one who really broke my heart. We met shortly after that I had moved back from the states and I fell. I guess he didn't really fall that hard (or I scared him away) but he broke up with me on january 1st 2000. Welcome to the new Millenium. After that I think I broke some guys hearts so I guess the heart breaking is equal now....
Ofcourse we have mr P who I loved( was interested in) for years and years and years in school. But he never liked me (as is the story of my life). Why am I supposed to write about him?
Then we have my first pet (that I can remeber) a budgee called Micke he lived for 16 years & I cried when he died.
Mr J was the first one who really broke my heart. We met shortly after that I had moved back from the states and I fell. I guess he didn't really fall that hard (or I scared him away) but he broke up with me on january 1st 2000. Welcome to the new Millenium. After that I think I broke some guys hearts so I guess the heart breaking is equal now....
Sunday, November 28
30 days
Day 01 - About me
Day 02 - My first Love
Day 03 - My parents
Day 04 - Foodchart
Day 05 - What is love?
Day 06 - My day
Day 07 - My best friend
Day 08 - A snapshot
Day 09 - My belief
Day 10 - Daily outfit
Day 11 - My siblings
Day 12 - Inside my purse
Day 13 - This week
Day 14 - Favorite hairstyle not-Daily outfit
Day 15 - My dreams
Day 16 – My first kiss
Day 17 – My favorite memory
Day 18 – My favorite birthday
Day 19 – This I regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another snapshot
Day 22 – This upsets me
Day 23 – This cheers me up
Day 24 – This makes me cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – My fears
Day 27 – My favorite spot/Place
Day 28 – This I miss
Day 29 – My ambitions
Day 30 – A last snapshot
Day 02 - My first Love
Day 03 - My parents
Day 04 - Foodchart
Day 05 - What is love?
Day 06 - My day
Day 07 - My best friend
Day 08 - A snapshot
Day 09 - My belief
Day 10 - Daily outfit
Day 11 - My siblings
Day 12 - Inside my purse
Day 13 - This week
Day 14 - Favorite hairstyle not-Daily outfit
Day 15 - My dreams
Day 16 – My first kiss
Day 17 – My favorite memory
Day 18 – My favorite birthday
Day 19 – This I regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another snapshot
Day 22 – This upsets me
Day 23 – This cheers me up
Day 24 – This makes me cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – My fears
Day 27 – My favorite spot/Place
Day 28 – This I miss
Day 29 – My ambitions
Day 30 – A last snapshot
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