Friday, September 30


I went to germany On friday. Ended up staying until Wednesday and now I'm in a zoo studying dolphins.

I guess you can say that there is always something going on at the moment.

Friday, September 23


Sleep is clearly something that my body thinks is overrated!!

LAst night I was exhausted, but when I finally made it to bed sleep were no where in sight until about 3.30 am this morning

Thursday, September 22

Study time

Ok its time to stop surfing around all my favorite blogs and actually finish (ehm start) that god damn Power point presentation that I have to give tomorrow.

Then we have the packing of two suitcases to. You just gotta love traveling upon traveling.

Germany tomorrow and Kolmården on monday

Monday, September 19


While waiting fot the next step of your life to happen,

Have an anciety attack or five...

Sunday, September 18


Had the most relaxing weekend at my friends place. Lots of talking, delicious red wine, bubbles, amazing food, 5 months old border collie Ki and ofcourse lets not forget Nilo.

Only downside, sleeping on the couch with two dogs trying to convince you that they are allowed to sleep there to.....

Friday, September 16


I lifted the phone and called!

It felt so good!

We talked and talked and talked and I guess we will just see where it all ends at one point.

The key is no rush, we will just see what happens.

Wednesday, September 14

228 Authors

Ok for a couple of years ago I had a discussion with one of my close friends with excessive amount of authors for a pupblished paper in a scientific journal.

She likes it when all the people involved n the research is included, while I feel that at one point it gets a little ecxessive. At that point we were talking 10+ authors.

Today while searching I found a reference where I had to scroll quite a while before I got to the next one on the list and hence had to count the actual number of authors.

They were 228 AUTHORS on ONE paper published in Nature!
What I am wondering is what all these people actually did for this research, feels a little crowded in the lab to say the least

A decisions has been made

I take babysteps at the moment, but have to move forward and most of all have to make decisions that makes me feel better. Makes me feel like I am going somewhere and not stuck in a moment, stuck in a rut, not stuck in a hellhole.

I will from end of october be living parttime in two different cities and right now it feels so great and a relief. Yes it will cost me a little extra, but for my mental health I think its worth it.

Monday, September 12

Beach 2012

I guess its best tp start early...

Especially now when I have the perfect opportunity to shape my body exactly as I want.
Started camly on thursday with 60 min Bodyjam and today I stepped up the challenge to 45 min Coreball and 55 min Zumba.

Guess who will be crawling out of bed tomorrow

Sunday, September 11

Linköping shopping part I

So I have been in Sweden two weeks and already had time to do some shopping. Yes no news there I have a problem, but this time some of the things were also necessary.

You would think that having been in a cheap country for 4 months that there would be NOTHING more that my closet need until early next year. and yhea that could be true if I would have been able to find pants that fitted me over there.

Since I came home I have needed to get a new pair of jeans, since all mine are to big and are getting quite thin (we are talking ripping any second thin), my seat pants are to big, didn't bring enough warm sweaters with me from home and also forgot all my tights with feet at home.

 Left all my nailpolish at home so bought this kit for €4 at H&M
 Knitted pale pink tunic on 70% from "Made in the shade"
 New gym singlet, not on sale but only have one workout top with me, wokring out more than 3x a week sort of makes me feel that I needed atleast one more "Rönish"
 Tights from Åhlens, great for short skirts and tunic before the thick knitted ones are pulled out of the closet
 Jeans 70% sale fram "Mason and Scotch"
"Stay in place" sports bra, as with the singlet one is just not enough when you work out more than once a week.

So what is not better to do than finding all these things while there is a 70% sale going on in the shops? Yews great idea, but it also means that more items find their way into the shopping bag. Like a new white top and fall jacket.
Some things are already in the laundry but will post them shortly.

Saturday, September 10

On the rocks

Kravall how I love you!!

Although my head is not really agreeing with the rest of my body at this precise moment

Wednesday, September 7


Maybe I should pull out my camera and photograph my new clothes that I have bargained on end of summer sale the last week.

Or hangon, I think I need to wash it all first. Seem to have lived in the clothes since I bought them (I guess that is what you call barganing big time)

Tuesday, September 6

Not happening

I finally finally have started eating again.

Me and S cooked pizza tonight, I made a baby sized one. Now I am sitting here fighting to keep it down. I am so nauseous its not even funny right now

Monday, September 5

New beginnings

I hope today is the day when change is in the air and I soon start so see life from the bright side again.

Lately I have bin walking in a shaky cardhouse that has slowly bin crumbeling. The last couple of days this feeling was accelarating downward.

Fingerscrossed now

Sunday, September 4


I think we can say that I am officially addicted.

Thankfully I have something to occupy my mind with.

Thursday, September 1


We found a pet in the backyard when removing the summer furniture...