Compliments

The new Yoga instructor thinks I look fit!

He also praised my in holding the positions.

He is hot, what are the odds that he is also single?

What the F***

I thought we had discussed this.

 FLOWERS are NOT Ok!!!

Valentines day or not it is not appreciated.

Confusious

Dr I thought you were playing with my head.

But dear little Lamb after this week I think you win and especiallya fter tonight.

So many lokks, so many hints and now ....

nothing!!

Are you for real, even the Dr is more obvious than this (I think)

Why don't you crawl back into you hole?

For years and years and years you have played with my heart. When I said stop enough you suddenly got serious. Or correction as serious as you ever can be!

Now I can with easy mind that my heart and head have moved on for good. SO why do you keep pooping like a fucking jack in the box all the time?!

Oh well I see you as a good distraction for my head right now, at least it got me thinking of something else....

sacrifises

2010 I left my life as it was in Sweden to move to Australia to study. I left love in Sweden actually when I left I had two different guys in my life. The weeks moving up towards the move was all cheery and I didn't look back when I left.

At this time I didn't even really reflect over love and being single. I was getting an adventure of my life in Australia. Why would I ever say no to that for a guy? I have never looked back and never regretted my choices I made then.

2002/2003 I fell in love with another guy, but he was never available for me since I chickened out when he was single. I went home to Sweden and when I came back he had found a girl. It just wasn't meant to be and even though I sometimes wonder what might have happened if I had had more curage I still accept the outcome.

Since then love has bin a part of my life, but unfortunately also alot of heartache where I have had to stick, glue, scotchteip, amputate parts of my heart. For three years I have healed it back together letting rest after the lastest heartbreak. No that guy was not Mr Right but I think he is one of those that hurt me the most with all the dishonesty and twotiming.

Now 2011 I have been given an oportunity of a lifetime to go to Mexico for 4 months to study primates in their real environment (the rainforest). I have also been on 3 of the best dates in my life since march (no no high speed dating here). For some reason I can't be happy that I'm going away. To much have happened in my life since march that I don't know what is up or down anymore.

2 weeks

Please tell me the waiting is over tomorrow

Ego boost

Is currently visiting a friend in Jönköping and we decided to go shoppning at A6 centre. While standing in line to get lunch a man came up asking me in english when the centre were closing. Nothing wrong or wierd with that.

AFetr I had purchased my lunch and was heading upstairs to the tables with my food tray the same man stopped me and asked me out for a date. He told me that he was moving to Jönköping and would love to go out with me someday.

He loved my grace, elegance and style. -I took this as a H U G E compliment since I had just traveled 2 hrs in a car, don't know when I brushed my hair last (guess it was when I washed it) and yhea just feeling plain old me over all.

I told him that I wasn't living in the town and that I'm moving to Mexico in three weeks. He then asked me when I was coming back and if I wouldn't give me his number anyway.

Me being me I told him sorry, but no (he was to short for me).

But this is just the ego boost that I needed now.

Dating update

Felt after givin a friend the whole dating update list that maybe I should update here to.

Date 1- We call him "på Spåret"- He turned wierd, we are talking psyko wierd (thank god he never got my phone number). ONly lasted one date

Date 2- Importbride- my hot landlord, never made it to a date. He imported a girl from thailand on his last trip.

Date 3- Mcdreamy/steamy- date is set for our first date....

Date 4- Running boy- Trying to find a date for our first date

date 5- Hot guy in class (Hottie 1)- at this moment just eyecandy

ARGH

I thought it was over!! No more email, sms, flowers, etc etc.

but No suddenly my phone beeps (ok vibrates) and whats on it?!

yes you guessed it a Valentines red rose that I can go and pick up at a flowersshop of my choice!!

Pathetic

I am pathetic right now!!

Small things

Sometimes its not the world revolving things that make your day.

Today I got an email from my landlord asking me how I was. Thats all he was just asking me how I was & telling me about his trip this far.

The grin from these few lines are a little too big. I feel like a forteen year old where the guy I liked say hi t me in the hallway.

I need to get laid there is no other conclusion to these foolishnesses from me know, an email makes me grin like a bloody teenager.