Fountain of youth

Not sure what it is but as years pass by I seem to be getting younger and younger.

At age 29 they claim that I try to buy alchol with a fake ID (my driverslicense) and call the police
At age 31 I try to buy a scrape lottery (age limit 18 inSweden) and am refused since I can't prove ID of legal age


Whats next??
No coffe with my meal
Not allowed to buy energy drinks

But I was loowed to pick up a precsription even though I had no ID with me yesterday.

Friday night

I am having a quiet friday night at home in the flat all alone. think this is my second quiet friday since hmm. I don't know when I had one last...

What I'm doing?

Watching pirates of the caribean
talking with friends
Drinking wine
Painting my nails rainbow

D & M

You seem to have forgotten something....

How will you guys make this up for me?

FB chat

I just have to say it.

Facebook chat sometimes I do LOVE you, But most of the time you are an absolute pain in the next.

WTF is up with the latest updates:
Sending through the inbox
My friends in the sidebar (Hey I think they are online and start to harress them from time to time)

Good days and bad days

So I was planning to go to Veracruz today to do some diving. Woke up this morning and only saw problems and no solutions.

So I decided to stay at home and continue my sampling.

Also I am not sure if I would leave here now, when/if I would come back...

A glimpse of hope

This week have not been good mentally. I don`t kow why, but after getting back from Xalapa everything have just felt not right.

The monkeysv are behaving like angels and the reserach is going good, but there is something that bothers me. I just can not seem to be able to put the finger on what it is,

It may be due to the phone being silent, but that I should be used to know, it might be that lately the phone has made me smile quite often and this week when I need it didn`t.

Have been wanting to go to the beach for ever and turn out some friends went without telling me. Instead it now looks like I am going camping in the rainforest.

I have also booked a camping trip in July with some people outside my house AND contacted a diveshop in Veracruz. Will go there next week and book somedays so that I can go out on the water.

So overall the week has been good, why I am then not feeling happy?

Emotions

Due to everything that has happened this spring it feels like my emotions are on a never ending rollercoaster. In one day I go from happy to tired, to anxious to happy to restless to god knows what.

A main struggle that I have here in Mexico is that it is really hard for me to exercise. I'm used to clear my head through exercise, but the only way I can do that here is running. And the  running options are scarse (I have found one that may be suitable).

Another thing is that I just can't pick up the phone and talk to some when feeling the urge. M I miss our daily phone calls even though my phone is quite happy to rest a little...

Absent minded?

I just tried to cook dinner by putting the plate on the stove and the fryingpan next to it....

Luckily this was diiscovered before the hotplate got to warm.

To hot for clothes....

Weather forecast

"I wanna make you sweat"

Sleep talking

Apperently I have started talking in my sleep again. Thank god the girls I live with don't understand Swedish....

Gone by the wind

Forgot to attach my underwear properly to the clothes line on the roof today.

I have managed to figure out that 3 socks am missing, the questions is how many panties are now flying around in Catemaco that belong to me??

The socks are neetly attached to the neighbours backyard tree (they have a dodgy backyard though)

The world at my feet

BUt why am I feeling pushed into a corner then? I need to move, clear my head, but can't.

• The heat
• The Danger
• The unkown area

Bag

What is it with traveling and exploding bags?

As soon as you get to a new place and open up your suitcase it takes mere seconds and it looks like someone detonated a bomb inside your bag?

Now I need to get it all back together again for the 9½hr bustrip I'm taking tonight.

Life

What doesn't kill you make you stronger.

Hell then I must the the strongest woman in the world right now.

Heaven

For the first time this year I'm sitting on the verenda drinkingmy morgning coffe listening to the birds singing while working on the computer

Mood swings

From nowhere I hit the bottom. Feeling all alone hating my life as it is.

I know I know I should be all happy and cheery going shortly to Mexico for 4 months, dating an awsome guy. But after my run I felt so lonely and just hating how things are right now.

Got a message friends where telling me they were going out for a drink, due to the distance there is no way I could have joined them. BUt it all made me feel so lonely and hating all the evenings I sit at home.

I know that its just me and if I want to change it I can only do it myself. But how?? I have awsome friends, but it seeems like I only meet people that don't really enjoy the good times. The few that do already have their awsome lives and I have to fight to be in them (that is what I feel like).

Oh well fingerscrossed that 4 months in Mexico will change me to become the person that I long to be again. Ohh How I miss my Australian life right now.

Tax 2010

I have just completed my taxes for 2010 and handed that in.

Taxman will you please give me a good refund in June?

Dad is finally home from the hospital. Now I just have to get rid of this cold so that I can travel home to see him.

Your worst nightmare

Occasionally you hear on the radio the traffic controller announcing a warning that an ambulance is in a rush from A to B usually two different hospitals or cities. Last thursday I heard that announcement on the radio that there was an emergent ambulance transport in city X between hospital A and B. A couple of minutes later I find out that my dad has just been rushed between Hospital A and B. Inside that ambulance was my dad! He is alive thanks to the guardian angel that watched over him on St Patrics day. If he hadn't been were he were they would not have been able to save him. Thankfully he was in the right city at the right time.