woops!!

I have now read

eclipse - thrice
beaking dawn- five times
midnigt sun- twice

seen twilight- 4 times

obssesed me?!

for some different reasons I'm about to crack and for some other reasons the twilight series is sort of holding me in one piece. I the last two months I have cracked thee times, but since started reading the twilight series I have had a half a crack. So I will let my obsession continue a little while longer. Until my fucked up brain stop my mental breakdowns and well not sure what to say.......

I'm at the bottom of the pit and don't know how to leave it. I know what will make me leave, but right now that possiility is to far away to be realistic.